once again i feel like a baby

i want ATTENTION

but not from everyone

only this particular one

i get so annoyed each time my phone rings

& it's not you.

i get so annoyed each time i see SFX_ _ _ _

& it's not you.

afternoon:

"I'm busy at work, go home & rest."

close to mid-night:

"I'm at work, overtime. don't stay up go sleep."

i whine and you know i lied that I'm fine.

you'll say that this is all for me.

"for you for us for our future"

what else is there for me to say?

you were there all along.

you listened to my woes

& effortlessly put a smile on my face.

i was blinded. it took me fourteen months.

fourteen months to realise that you might be the one.

it wasn't easy. really.

miscommunication. umpteen time.

patience and trust being put to a test.

we fell for each other without realising it.

how could we anyway?

we bicker and call each other names most of the time.

how can we even bring ourselves to say that phrase?

it took us another two months

before we get a clearer picture.

not as patience as waiting for 130509 i guess. haa

and in a week time its gonna be another two months.

how fast.

argggghhhhhhhhhhhh!

i don't even know what got into me now for doing this -.-

my goodness!

it's only sunday morning & i already . . . . .