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Nactually
xoxO
Wednesday
you're a fool.


oh boy, you are young to be in love if you can't even provide for yourself.
you get your allowances from your parents and you want to provide for others?
ridiculous isn't it?
like i had mentioned before, now i don't even think twice on dating someone who can't even pay for my dinner. period on that.

time doesn't really mean a thing in knowing someone.

Peter's friend, Edward, passed away only after three months
of knowing each other. the memories shared between the both
of them stayed close to Peter till now.
in Peter's heart, that three meaningful months
was equal to years of knowing Edward.
this is like a saying, "love is a moment that last forever".

some couple can get married after a few months of courtship.
some couple can have years of courtship but end up heartbroken.
so? really. time proves certain things but not everything.

my dearest know what i had been through all this while. i want to make a difference to my life and i had chosen my own path. i simply can't wait.
ok quit that.
i admit i am only turning nineteen this may 09
some said too young to be in love.
but hell with that. let me emphasize,
i know what i want and with God's will, i will get what i want.

rather than devoting my time to a ten years long of a relationship,
i might as well go free and enlarge my circle of friends till i find that Mr Right.

it's OK to stay single.
it's OK to have lots of dates.
it's OK to have lots "ex-s"
because it is all part and parcel of life, you live and you learn.
it is not by a snap of your fingers that you know everything.
fair enough?

arggggh!
i hate this post i hate myself for doing this.
but i can't live with a lie that i am not affected.
i am furious and when i am, i hit back twice you did to me.

just remember, unconditional love comes with sincerity.
when you love somebody, you love wholeheartedly.
it is only literally that you are left only a small portion of your heart for your future spouse if you had loads of other partners from previous unsuccessful relationship. it is all in the past. everyone has their own past.
go get yourself an angel if you don't want that to happen to you.

BUT don't tell me you really divide your heart to a certain proportion when you are in love with someone? first relationship a whole. it sucks. the next one 1/4. it turned bad. the following would be 1/12. My Goodness! how do you even decide on the figures?! i swear i can't. D7 remember? when you love, love wholeheartedly. SERIOUSLY, i don't want that type of man.

& read my words,
i got over you even faster than i had expected.
faster than the time i took to get over him.
because what he showered me in the past was unconditional love. it is nothing compared to yours. but things didn't worked and WE BOTH moved on.

thankyou. btw, found.



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